2026 Week 43 Summary
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- I want to start having a weekly gathering/meeting/hangout session
- I feel like this is something that I have heard about Benjamin Franklin doing where it’s sort of like a club or something
- People show up and present topics of interest or essays or inventions or art or whatever
- Essentially, you just show up and either participate as an audience member or a presenter
- drinks + snacks
- Present something – anything – to the rest of the group
- Buy a new monitor
- Panantukan!
- I want to train all of the time now
- I might start going to Master Leks down the street
- Also maybe talk to A about 1-on-1 sessions
- Refine panantukan lesson for this Sunday
- I FUCKING LOVE INDEX CARDS!
- Transient pieces of writing are amazing and I wish I would have started doing that sooner
- I am so happy I started writing
- I thought it might take away from my long-form writing but I think it has actually been helping me to just write even more
- The current state of the world is really bumming me the fuck out
- Like a lot
- I do not think it will be good after the midterms
- But I am very looking forward to the midterms being over because fuck this
- youtube makes more money when you are sad and angry
- expect it to make you sad and angry
- use your rss feed as a filter, add subscriptions, and STOP going to the actual site
- addiction, in all of it’s shitty forms, sucks
- Quiet time in the morning is awesome
- Acrobatics!
- I got a new exercise course
- I do not anticipate being a full-fledged acrobat
- I DO think it is gonna be some good mobility work though
- I want bigger shoulders!
- I want to be able to move around like the Night Fox in Oceans 12
- It kind of bums me out that I used Oceans 12 as a reference point
- I like heist movies even if they suck
- Loud and proud
- Write in more places for more reasons
- write anywhere, anytime
- stop pursuing being in control
- you never are anyway
- this is a huge emotional trigger for you
- learn to get over this and a lot of the anger will go away
- your emotional control gets weaker every time you let things annoy you to the point that you act like an asshole
- be like Derek in Shrinking
- it is so much more important to be nice than to be in control
- let shit happen the wrong way
- the world will not explode – at least not because of any of your shit
“If they fire together, they wire together” - some brain doctor
- I need to find a way to train martial arts to some degree that is not dependent on anyone else
- go back to Ronin or go to Master Lek
- I think that is really the only option
- who else is gonna do it?
- or just leave your house and go hang out with your frenz, you dolt